i was just talking to my fellow future bandster and telling her how inappropriate i felt on these lap banding forums....................why you may ask ????well i feel like i'm the piggy in the middle and no one is ever going to throw the ball to me.........................i go to the nov banding forum cause my friend and i in crime are hopefully being banded in nov 09...put in your weight 95kg height 158 bmi 38.5.............so i've bared my soul as well as my big fat gut and no one wants to know me....i just feel like everyones in the 100kg plus club....by the way because i am scoffing down all the things that will never pass my lips after banding.........i am sure my efforts will be rewarded by the nov banders........don't get me wrong ,nothing nasty has ever past the finger tips of these wonderful girls on this forum.....especially my pal katy!!!!!but i feel like i'm in the black hole of bmi...........there are the low bmi'ers 30 to 35 and to tell you the truth looking through these i have found some comparitive weight to my own...so i went and introduced myself ..............we'll see if the 30-35 low banding group will accept me into their gates of heaven...because at the moment i feel like a character in ghost whisperer and i need melinda's help to cross over he he all good though even though i didn't feel comfy about the nov banders....definetely an emotional eater after having a bitch to my dear friend katy i vacummed up a whole big bowl of mushrooms ooooppppssss x 2 that's healthy you say yep don't jump in to fast....with a half a jar of name it vegemite and 4 packets of pizza shapes....pizza shape,a load of the no name vege and then a mushroom...................crap im bad i seriously need to get my shit together....big banding rule.....no food for at least 2 hours prior to bed.....howz that going to work??????i can't sleep properly cause i'm hungry!!!!!another catch 22 to add to my list he he off to bed now cause im full as a good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!bad fattifattibumbum xxx
November 2 is op date!!!
16 years ago
2 comments:
Hi Ann, I love reading your blog. Love your sense of humor. Sorry you are finding it hard to fit in to any where on the board. I find that happens to me a lot, specially on facebook, I reckon I talk to myself on there more than to anyone else. Just wanted to say that I'm with ya. All the best and I will keep checking your blog. Bec
I know for myself I try and find forums that I can relate too - I am guilty of checking out someones bmi and then thinking they won't understand me but I am learning that all weight problems are the same to each person be that 10kg or 60kg
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